Embarrassed

I really wanna cry out loud like that picture.

What happened today is the most embarrassing moment I've ever had in school. Never thought that my cap will drop during marching. What's more embarrassing is IT WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS AND TEACHERS!!!

And on top of all, I keep on doing the wrong steps during basic drill and formation. I was really disappointed in my performance today. It was the worst drill I've ever done. :(

I wanna cry out loud after doing so damn many mistakes I've never done even during training. I wanna cry out loud, but the tears won't come out.

Over is over. But the embarrassing moment will still remain in everybody memory. When they saw me in the corridor, they would laugh at me, adding the worst comment I've ever heard, "Why did you dropped your cap? :D" And how am I going to respond to that stupid question? Answering them, "Oh, I did it just to make you laugh~"?