To Myself 10 Years Later

Hey there, my 28 year old self! How are you? Hahaha. I hope you're doing better than me right now.

So... how's life? Good? Bad? So-so? Hmmm, since you're a very forgetful person, lemme tell ya what you're doing 10 years ago...

You're such a stubborn girl. Hehehe. You prolly nodding your head right now. Hees. Am I right? :D You refused to go to university/college after your horrible experience at KLMU. Plus, your SPM results was sooooo baaaad that it encourages you even more to not furthering your studies. Remember your SPM results? 2 subjects failed. Haha. Now you laugh at it. But you cried so much when you took your results. HAHAHAHA. Still remember that you cried like a baby in your friend's car refusing to go home? That was embarrassing. But still, it was a memory. :'D

Did you go to university/college? I wonder if you went to study or not. HAHA Since you refuse to go to uni/college so much 10 years ago like a baby refuse to eat something she don't like. Lol at my comparison.

Are you still hating on Kuen Jie? Is she still doing some things that makes you frustrated? Hahaha. She's the person that you hates so much 10 years ago. I wonder if you're still hating her. Lol. Do you still remember how she used to put hints in her words to make you change your mind to go back to study again? HAHAHAHA. I want to know for how long she do that stupid thing.

If you went back to study, are you studying overseas like your sis? I know you don't like to stay near to your home so choosing to study overseas is the best choice you have. Where do you study? Go to Taiwan like Munyee? Or South Korea, your dream place? Tell me what you're majoring!

If you didn't went back to study, I'm sure you're working. As what? Still stucked at Genting, your favorite place 10 years ago? Or you already went overseas to work? As what? Hahaha. You always hoped that you're working under entertainment companies so that you can be closer to your favorite k-pop artists. If so, what company? SM Ent? YG? JYP? Hahaha, if it's not, it's okay. ;D

You have a lot of fantasies 10 years ago. But still, you realized that you have to draw a clear line between fantasy and reality. Still remember who is Kenny? He told you something that was etched on your mind for a long time. He said,"童话故事是骗人的. 是人编出来的一个故事, 是假的一个虚幻世界. 现实世界才是真人真事. 是你一手写出来的人生故事..." But you, the stubborn 18-year-old self told him,"至少童话故事里面有梦幻, 不必面对残忍的现实..." Haha. Are you laughing at how naive you are? I know you are! You want to live in your fantasy world forever and the adult Kenny at that time was laughing at you in his mind. Hope you matured a lot right now.

So, how was k-pop right now? I bet it was an idol-saturated-market just like right now. So many idol singers debuted like mushrooms after a heavy rain. Still remember how you used to be a hardcore fangirl since Form 1? From being a Cassiopeia to an Exotic? Yelling "oppa oppa oppa" in front of the computer everyday? Waiting for subbing channels in Youtube to sub your favorite idol variety shows? Mentally slapping yourself for not showing enough 'love' to your oppassss by buying their albums cuz you have no money? Hahahaha. The good ol' times lol. I bet your biases oppas prolly get married already. Or not... :D Are you still being a k-pop fan despite the idols in the k-pop scene right now are younger than you like a whole lot? Hahaha. Or did you stopped fangirling? I really want to know a loooooot of things! Tell me about it! :D

Hmm, still getting along well with your secondary school friends? I bet most of them forget about you already. Since they made new friends and met with new people in this 10 years period of time. Remember 'human organ family'? You're the 'bobo' while the others were 'betbet', 'gugu', 'lanlan', 'heihei', and etc. Hahaha. You're laughing at your own nickname right now, right? Hahaha.

Oh, you like to laugh and dance randomly in your house. And you like to dance exaggeratedly like Kwanghee/Jo Kwon. Still doing so? Then I assume that you never change at all. Hees. You seriously love to dance, but never show it. You're such a weird girl. HAHAHA! And you're the master of all embarrassing moments. Usually you laughs it off but you're sulking secretly deep inside. Seriously, one thing I hope you can change is your big mouth that loves to gossip. If you can do that, thank you in advance. ;)

Ahh! I almost forget something important! Are you dating right now? Hahaha. You're so desperate for a boyfriend 10 years ago because you never date in your entire 18 y/o life! LOLOLOL!! Remember the '4 condition'? In order to become your boyfriend, first, he must be a tall guy. Around 179/180 cm. Second, he MUST NOT SMOKE! You will and forever hate people who smokes. Third, he must be a guy who can make me happy and will truly love me. And fourth, this is an optional condition one, have tattoos. Your addiction on people who have tatts lol. -.-;; Still remember the movie '2012' and the rumor bout the world will end on 21-12-2012. You believe in half of the rumor. Hahaha, naive 18 y/o self. Maybe that's what makes you so desperate for having a boyfriend? LOLOLOL.

You're 28 right now in 2022. Is it time for you to get married yet? Haha. Or you already get married? o.o If yes, you better keep fit so that you can be a hot mommy to your own son/daughter. Hahaha. Dreaming again -.-

Wrap-up : I hope you're rich and get to see your biases irl by now. It will be better if you manage to get married with one of them. Kris gege marry me pretty pls? XD

Note to self : If the world haven't end yet and you haven't die yet, live your life meaningfully everyday. Laugh heartily everyday. Do everything you want. Follow your heart and dreams. YOLO. ^^V

From,
Yourself 10 years ago.
18 y/o self in 2012.
24th of November.

Today, I'm 18!!